Sunday Reflections

Well, this week has been a trying one. But I have made it through. I see the Dr on Tuesday for a NST. Hoping it is favorable at this point. Still not sure what to do about my daughter, as we couldn't find anyone to keep her.

I was able to leave the house for a few short hours today and go to church which was such a blessing. It refreshes my spirit to be among the family of God and with friends. We went up front and had this baby prayed for and that alone has given me new hope and strength to get through these next several weeks on bedrest.

My daughter is napping now. She is such a good child. I am so blessed to be her mom. And my husband is at a movie. He cleaned the kitchen and living room and bedroom before he went so that took a great weight off my shoulders. I hope the movie is good and that he enjoys his time out of the house.

Here are some things I am thankful for today:

1. My husband being so understanding and patient during all this. His strength and support help the hard days seem not so hard.

2. My daughter who has so much life and passion in her. She is constantly a joy and has taken everything so well, We have turned this bed rest into a mommy-daughter campout.

3. My church family who have been there tme and again to offer prayers, encouragement, meals and anything we could possibly need.

4. Great Drs who are staying on top of all that is going on, keeping me well informed, and willing to listen to my concerns just because they care.

5. The gift of new life.

6. Clara Elizabeth, who I know will grow up to me an awesome woman one day. I treasure all the little kicks and turns, keep every scan from her sonograms, and just feel so blessed to be her mom too.

7. This new-found group of moms and fathers who have been where I am or in similar places, who can offer support and wisdom from previous experience.

8. All the people who make up my circle of support. I don't think I could go through this again without them.

9. Beautiful sunny days. They make being at home in bed a little more enjoyable if I can watch the birds and look at the sun shining.

10. Online radio. Music is a must for me, especially uplifting music. I need it as much as I need water. It brings peace and love into my home and calms fears.