Midnight Musings

Once again I can't sleep. Maybe its the fact that I am in bed lying down all day now. Or maybe it's all the thoughts running through my mind. Either way it's midnight on the East Coast and here I am. I'm so glad I found this site, having people to talk to who have been there has been wonderful for me. Even though my world has shrunk to the four walls of my bedroom, somehow being able to come here makes it not feel so small and me not feel so imprisoned. I know this isall for the best but it is really hard keeping a positive outlook (especially having been through it before.) I'm just trusting God to somehow get me through this and that this little girl will come out healthy, tiny but healthy. I guess that's all for now. God bless.