Wednesday, September 26, 2007

Celebrating a Special Milestone!


MY BABY HAD A GROWTH SPURT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I BROKE DOWN CRYING WHEN THE DR TOLD ME... HAPPY TEARS!!

Clara Elizabeth weighed in today at 3 lbs 6 oz!!!!!!!! And is in the 13% up from the 3% just two weeks ago!!!
I HOPE AND PRAY THIS GROWTH SPURT STICKS THIS TIME!!!!

Everything else looked great too!! Bedrest is working! At least I know that it's not all for nothing :) My little girl is growing.

Oh, yah she was breech today but the Dr said that she will most likely turn back around soon. And she also said calmed my fears about having a c-section if this baby does have to come out before 37 weeks. She said that since I delivered Hailey just fine vaginally even with her being so small, that it's favorable that they will let me deliver this one vaginally as well. I'm so happy. Okay.. I can't see the screen anymore through all the happy tears. Time to go wipe my eyes!

I go back to the MFM Dr for another ultrasound on October 17th at 11:00 AM. I will be 34 weeks then :)

I'm still on bedrest and I still have to go to NSTs once a week but at least I get to wait an extra week between ultrasounds! STILL MARVELLING AT THE 1 LB AND 3 OZ this little girl has put on in 2 weeks :)

Monday, September 24, 2007

I finally had a GOOD appointment!

Had a non-stress test today. Clara Beth was moving so much I couldn't keep up. But oh those nurses couldn't find her heartbeat for anything. I said, "let me try" and I found it myself hahah! They kinda blushed and made some comment about "no firmness in my tummy" ... well yah.. I have a 2 lb baby in there, what do you expect! LOL!

Anyway, I saw Dr Joseph (he was my Dr with Hailey) today and we talked and laughed about stuff and he always puts me at ease :) My blood pressure was "a little high"(125/87) so they redid it at the end of my appointment and it was even higher (133/91). But the baby's heartrate was GREAT and her activity was AWESOME said the DR :)

I keep asking to be let off of bedrest.. the Drs get a kick out of that, they know I'm just being facetious ;) I feel "happy" about things for the first time in a while. Now let's just hope that my appointment Wednesday for the ultrasound/fluid/placenta/growth go just as well.

Clara had an estimated weight of 2 lbs 3 oz at my appointment 2 weeks ago... any guesses on how much she will weigh on Wednesday? I say 2 lbs 6 oz.

Saturday, September 22, 2007

Intrauterine Growth Retardation- Basic Info

What causes it and who's at risk?

Each year in the United States, as many as 40,000 babies are born at term with a birth weight of less than 2,500 grams (less than 5 1/2 pounds). Because of less-than-optimal conditions inside the uterus, these babies did not grow as rapidly as they should have during pregnancy, a problem known as intrauterine growth retardation (IUGR).


Advances in medicine have greatly reduced the risks for growth-retarded infants, but they are still at risk for numerous problems. These babies have low stores of body fat and glycogen (a type of carbohydrate that is readily transformed into glucose, an energy source). As a consequence, they are unable to conserve heat and may develop hypothermia. Stillbirth and fetal distress are also more common in growth-retarded fetuses. Because of their lower energy stores, these fetuses are less able to tolerate the stress of labor than an infant of normal size.


Possible causes of IUGR include problems with the placenta that prevent it from delivering enough oxygen and nutrients to the fetus. This may occur as the result of high blood pressure in the mother, but it can also occur without a known cause. Other causes of IUGR include the following:


• Cigarette smoking
• Certain infections (such as rubella, cytomegalovirus, or toxoplasmosis)
• Birth defects or chromosome abnormalities
• Severe malnutrition
• Drug or alcohol use
• Juvenile diabetes
• Rheumatologic diseases
• Other chronic diseases in the mother


Women who have had a growth-retarded infant in a previous pregnancy are at an increased risk to have another undersized baby. Fortunately, careful monitoring and early intervention often can help lessen some of the dangers posed to growth-retarded infants. In some cases, growth retardation can even be reversed.


How is it diagnosed?

A woman carrying a growth-retarded fetus usually has few, if any, symptoms to alert her to the problem. The careful measurements your doctor makes at each of your prenatal visits are partly intended to detect IUGR at an early stage.


This is one reason your doctor measures the fundal height of your uterus — the distance between your pubic bone and the fundus, or top, of your uterus. Between 18 and 34 weeks, this measurement in centimeters corresponds roughly to the number of weeks of pregnancy. By looking at how this measurement increases over time, the doctor may be alerted to IUGR if the size of the uterus does not seem to be increasing as it should.


Accurate dating of your pregnancy is important for making the diagnosis of IUGR. If this date is off by even one or two weeks, it may be impossible to diagnose the condition correctly. Before about 20 weeks of pregnancy, an ultrasound exam can be used to determine the gestational age as precisely as possible.


If IUGR is suspected because of low fundal height measurements, an ultrasound exam likely will be done to confirm the diagnosis. This test can be used to measure some of the physical features of the fetus. The circumference of the head and abdomen, and the ratio of one to the other, is one of the most useful of these measurements. Other measurements that may be taken include the width of the baby's head (called the biparietal diameter, or the distance between the two side bones of the skull), the length of the thigh bone (femur), and the amount of amniotic fluid.

How is it managed?

First steps in the management of a woman with a growth-retarded fetus consist of reversing any factors, such as smoking, drug use, or poor nutrition, that may be contributing to the problem. Sometimes the mother is admitted to the hospital for bed rest. Non-stress tests, contraction stress tests, or biophysical profiles are often done to check on the baby's condition. The expectant mother may be asked to keep a daily record of the baby's movements. Ultrasound exams are generally done every two weeks to track the baby's growth and the volume of amniotic fluid.


Amniocentesis might be performed to check for chromosome abnormalities or infection, two of the causes of IUGR. However, because it often takes about 10 days to obtain the results of amniocentesis, PUBS (percutaneous umbilical blood sampling) may be offered instead. In this procedure, ultrasound is used to guide a needle into the umbilical cord, and blood is withdrawn for analysis. Although the results are obtained more quickly with PUBS, there is a greater risk to the baby than with amniocentesis. Your doctor will discuss the pros and cons of these techniques with you if these tests are being considered.


If tests continue to show no evidence that the baby is in danger, and if the ultrasound exam shows that the baby is growing, the pregnancy may be continued until labor begins on its own. But signs that the fetus may be in danger or is not growing appropriately will prompt your doctor to consider early delivery. In weighing this decision, two questions are asked:


1. How mature is the baby?
2. How safe (or dangerous) is the uterine environment?


To answer the first question, amniocentesis may be performed to find out if the baby's lungs are fully mature. But some conditions may make it safer for the baby to be outside rather than inside the uterus, even if the baby is born early or the lungs are not mature. The expert care that can be given in a neonatal intensive care unit may be a better option for the baby than remaining inside the uterus under unfavorable conditions.


Depending on individual circumstances, birth may be accomplished by inducing labor and having the baby born vaginally or by cesarean. During labor, the baby will be monitored closely. If the fetal heart rate pattern or other tests indicate that the baby is not tolerating labor, a cesarean birth might be necessary.


Whether a growth-retarded infant is born vaginally or by cesarean, there are still risks posed to the infant's health. You may be temporarily separated from your baby soon after birth so that she or he can be watched carefully for any complications, such as low blood sugar. A growth-retarded baby may need fluid with glucose (sugar) soon after birth. This may be given by bottle or through an intravenous line. The baby's temperature will also be monitored to make sure she or he remains warm enough.


What about the future?

Despite the many risks posed to the growth-retarded newborn, almost all of these babies go on to develop normally. The size of your baby at birth may not necessarily be an indication of how well she or he will grow and develop.


Most growth-retarded babies tend to catch up with their normal counterparts by 18 to 24 months. Unless there are serious birth defects, the chances are good for most of these babies to have normal intellectual and physical development in the long term.


If you have had one growth-retarded baby, you are more likely to have another baby with this problem in a future pregnancy. Good prenatal care, excellent nutrition, and elimination of smoking and alcohol and drug use will increase your chances of having a healthy baby.

ALL INFO TAKEN FROM:
http://www.momswhothink.com/pregnancy-complications/intrauterine-growth-retardation.html

Many Questions, Few Answers!!

There just aren't many resources available for moms with babies who are growth restricted. I've met a few moms with this issue, but most of their babies were pre-term too.

I just wish I knew what it is that is causing my babies to be so small. With Hailey they said it was her placenta started maturing too quickly. But they've done dopplers this time on this baby and they look okay. So, why is she small too?


Also, why do they have me on bedrest if all the research done says that bedrest doesn't help moms with iugr? It doesn't make the babies grow any faster, but maybe it gives them a little more time? I don't know.

Most of my research says that high blood pressure can cause IUGR but my Dr says mine isn't high. It's not great but it's not high. It gets a little higher as the pregnancy goes on, but is still under the high numbers (140/90 is considered high). My last reading was 122/86. My first reading this pregnancy was 108/75. So who knows?!

I've not gained weight with this pregnancy, and only gained 10 lbs with my daughter, but again the Drs say that really doesn't matter since I started over weight anyway. But poor maternal weight gain can also be a cause.

I just wish I had more answers and not so many questions. My biggest fear right now is if something goes bad really fast and I have to have a c-section and give birth to a 2 lb baby. Then what?! I'm really scared about having a c-section and I'm more scared of this baby being born pre-term and being smaller than my daughter was.

I just don't know where else to look for answers. I was at Barnes & Noble the other night and any book they had only had one or two paragraphs on intrauterine growth restriction. I have a few books here that do have a little more than that but not much, and not from the vantage point of other moms or Drs who have dealt with iugr. Just more of an explanation of medical terms, etc.

Wednesday, September 19, 2007

Lord Take Care of Me

Bed rest is hard. Especially for a stay at home mom who is used to doing everything to keep her home in order, family fed, laundry clean, and everyone happy. But when you are on bedrest there are so many things you can't do. So who do these responsibilities fall to?

Well, in my house the only other one capable of doing them is my husband. But he works five days a week, 9 hour days. So when he comes home cleaning up the house is the last thing he feels like doing. And the thing he resents most.

So how do I reconcile the need to stay in bed with the need to clean my house? Do I do what I know will bless my husband or do I do what the Drs have told me to -stay in bed? I haven't come to any working conclusions yet but I am learning very quickly that this bed rest thing isn't going to make my husband very happy.

My prayer today is that God will take care of me and Clara no matter what I end up doing in this situation. Hopefully we will come to a working compromise soon. For now, I will have to get out of bed and do a little laundry and wash a few dishes and pray that God protect us that much more.

If anyone has any ideas, I'm open to them. :)

Tuesday, September 18, 2007

30 Week OB Appointment Update


Well, the non stress test was nonreactive for a good 20 minutes and then the Dr came in and BUZZED my belly and boy did that get Clara moving :) Her heartbeat is on the lower 140s side resting and the 160s when active.

The Dr picked up a few contractions but we think they are probably braxton hicks since I didnt feel pain just tightening. But at this point the baby's heartrate drops with them. So, we are hoping this will correct itself before the baby's birth as she puts on weight.

I go back in a week. Fundal height is still 6 weeks behind. I've put on 3 lbs from being on bedrest. Sigh! I got a prescription for nexium so that I can get some relief from this heartburn.

So next week I have another NST/1 Week Ob appt on Monday and on Wednesday I have my 3d/4d ultrasound to check growth, doppler in the placenta, and amniotic fluid. And it will be this way until this baby is born.

I asked about Dr Wrights LPN putting me on bedrest and she agrees with the decision but did give me permission to go to Church on Sunday and Book Club on Tuesdays so long as I dont have to do any major walking. Yay!

All in all it was good. I just am having a hard time with sitters for Hailey and we cant really afford for Evan to take off work. He had to again this mornng to keep Hailey because there is no way she could sit through an NST. It's just a wait and watch game again... and that's the hardest part... waiting and watching.

Sunday, September 16, 2007

Sunday Reflections

Well, this week has been a trying one. But I have made it through. I see the Dr on Tuesday for a NST. Hoping it is favorable at this point. Still not sure what to do about my daughter, as we couldn't find anyone to keep her.

I was able to leave the house for a few short hours today and go to church which was such a blessing. It refreshes my spirit to be among the family of God and with friends. We went up front and had this baby prayed for and that alone has given me new hope and strength to get through these next several weeks on bedrest.

My daughter is napping now. She is such a good child. I am so blessed to be her mom. And my husband is at a movie. He cleaned the kitchen and living room and bedroom before he went so that took a great weight off my shoulders. I hope the movie is good and that he enjoys his time out of the house.

Here are some things I am thankful for today:

1. My husband being so understanding and patient during all this. His strength and support help the hard days seem not so hard.

2. My daughter who has so much life and passion in her. She is constantly a joy and has taken everything so well, We have turned this bed rest into a mommy-daughter campout.

3. My church family who have been there tme and again to offer prayers, encouragement, meals and anything we could possibly need.

4. Great Drs who are staying on top of all that is going on, keeping me well informed, and willing to listen to my concerns just because they care.

5. The gift of new life.

6. Clara Elizabeth, who I know will grow up to me an awesome woman one day. I treasure all the little kicks and turns, keep every scan from her sonograms, and just feel so blessed to be her mom too.

7. This new-found group of moms and fathers who have been where I am or in similar places, who can offer support and wisdom from previous experience.

8. All the people who make up my circle of support. I don't think I could go through this again without them.

9. Beautiful sunny days. They make being at home in bed a little more enjoyable if I can watch the birds and look at the sun shining.

10. Online radio. Music is a must for me, especially uplifting music. I need it as much as I need water. It brings peace and love into my home and calms fears.

Saturday, September 15, 2007

Friday, September 14, 2007

Maternal-Fetal Medicine Specialist Update

We have had a week filled with questions and doctor visits. It has been a very stressful and faith-trying time. Funny, I was just reading this week in James 1 about having faith through our trials! Just what I needed this week, for sure.


So, I had asked for prayer a couple weeks ago about some pre-cancerous activity in my body and PRAISE GOD the changes were MINIMAL. I was able to avoid having a biopsy while pregnant which was a great relief. I had to have one when I was pregnant with Hailey and it was very painful and caused other issues as well. So avoiding that this time was truly a God- send. Especially with everything else going on.

About the bed-rest, Clara Beth isn't growing too well. (Neither did Hailey!) And the Doctors have been watching very closely for the complications that I had with Hailey (low fluid and placental death) but have not yet found them.

However, they cannot do these checks at my Doctors office because they lack the equipment. So, I saw Dr Wright over at Wilmington Maternal-Fetal Medicine yesterday (had just seen my Doctor the day before!) They did a 3D ultrasound to check Clara's kidneys and heart and also for other deformities. They found NOTHING, PRAISE THE LORD!

What they found was a tiny little girl. She is approximately 2 lbs 3 oz. (Should be about 4 lbs by now) and that puts her in the "less than 3%" for growth. This is where Hailey was also. But, as a precautionary measure, and to hopefully prevent the placental and fluid levels I had with Hailey they also put me on full bed-rest. I am allowed up for bathroom breaks, to get snacks, or to stretch but no more than 10 minutes on my feet. Don't they know I have a toddler at home?!

Well, we've set up camp in my bedroom with toys for Hailey and a cooler with snacks for us and that is how it's going to be until this baby is born. I am going to do my best to make it to church though because I was also on bed-rest with Hailey and remember how difficult it was for me not being there. I need it for my own health. And I am going to talk to my Doctor about getting approval for the book club and to get out once a week besides that just for my own well-being. I may have to get Evan drop me off and pick me up (no driving except to appointments) but it will be worth it.

I see my normal Doctor again on Tuesday for a non-stress test. And the following week I see Dr Wright for another biophysical profile. We are taking this week by week. If they see that she isn't gaining weight (Hailey stopped gaining altogether during the last 3-4 weeks) then they will have to induce. The other reasons for them inducing would be if my placenta starts dying or my fluid gets low, so far this pregnancy those are both okay. We are hoping and praying this baby can make it to 35 weeks. That is our next milestone. I made it to 37 weeks with Hailey but we found these problems later with her too.

Well, I'm sorry this was so long and filled with medical hoop-la just wanted to keep you gals in the loop.

Thursday, September 13, 2007

Midnight Musings

Once again I can't sleep. Maybe its the fact that I am in bed lying down all day now. Or maybe it's all the thoughts running through my mind. Either way it's midnight on the East Coast and here I am. I'm so glad I found this site, having people to talk to who have been there has been wonderful for me. Even though my world has shrunk to the four walls of my bedroom, somehow being able to come here makes it not feel so small and me not feel so imprisoned. I know this isall for the best but it is really hard keeping a positive outlook (especially having been through it before.) I'm just trusting God to somehow get me through this and that this little girl will come out healthy, tiny but healthy. I guess that's all for now. God bless.

Tuesday, September 11, 2007

7 Months- 29 Weeks- 3rd Trimester

28 Week Belly Picture


Well, my appointment today went okay. But Clara is back down in the 3rd percentile at about 2 lbs. So they are wanting me to see a maternal-fetal medicine Dr to see what is going on, check for birth defects and abnormalities, etc. So I'm waiting on a call back for my appointment. I go back to my Dr next Tuesday for a non stress test. Things are going to start getting "fun" now.

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26 Week Belly Picture
Well, they called back and my appointment is TOMORROW at 9am! I have less than 24 hours to find a sitter for my daughter. Oh joy! Well at least they don't play around at my Doctors office. Haha!